Here I am!

Ok... I am back. I have been moving, throwing up my toenails and dealing with my parents separation. Pray for my family. We are going to visit them for thanksgiving. My husband is not thrilled. He cannot tolerate my parents petty issues. I have been dealing with them for the last10-15 years. I am only going back to see my brothers, sisters, grandma and aunt. My oldest daughter is foaming at the mouth to get on a plane and go. I pray all goes well.

Stress and Dreams

During times of HIGH STRESS (I am moving in 3 days!) I have very painful and stressful dreams. Most of our dreams are behind the current issues by about a year. So my night was filled with dreams of my struggles from last year. (Last summer was a very bad summer!) Now I am walking around like a zombie. With this fog of things I thought I had delt with and were part of the past. I have too much to do to sit and analyze my issues today!

ok, ok... I am adicted

I never had any technology growing up. We always recieved hand me down computers and I limped them through the few good programs they could handle. Before that my parents had an Atari and I was not allowed to play with it. The nintendo was for my brothers. They also had gameboys. Typically by the time it was my turn to play it was time to go to bed and it was too late for me. (This ended in many battles between me and my parents). Now my husband has purchased a Game Cube. Wow that thing is going to be hard to keep away from!

Happy day!

We went to the beach today and enjoyed some much needed family time. We spotted some dolphins, a dead jelly fish and dug up sand crabs. Then to top it all off, we got In-n-out hamburgers (ANIMAL STYLE) to cap off our day. Now back to packing... less than 1 week until moving day!

24 hours I would rather forget

I work for a pregnant/new mom store. I rarely see anyone after work because I live in a different town. So after work one day we (my husband and youngest daughter) go to the store to get something to eat and I see a woman who was in my store not to long ago. She was no longer pregnant and I asked her how the baby is. She said, "Not so good, He is at Forest Lawn (The Cemetary)" THAT WILL TEACH ME not to talk to any one out side of the store!

Then today when I got off work a large truck and trailer hit a 10 year old around the corner from my work. All I can remember is his bright yellow shirt hitting the ground and his skater-style shoes not moving and they didn't move.

Can this day go away?

Ok... I've given in!

Now I have a blog! I don't know why, but I am compelled to share my $0.02! I have chosen to use my blog to show the journey along the path of the Proverbs 31 woman. She is who I strive to be.