Tuesday, January 17, 2006
Where is my husband?
I was worried about him leaving... I told him that I didn't want him to go. The storm watch started at 4pm. It is now 5pm. We will get 1 - 2 FEET of snow in the next 24 hours...
Monday, January 02, 2006
I am not a big fan.
I am not a big fan of New Years. It's not the parties, games or anything like that...
It reminds me of all the failures in my life, the promises I failed to keep... the promises not kept to me.
Biggest of all, I have an ongoing argument with God. I have prayed every New Years Eve for one thing since I was 10. I disagree with God about the outcome of this prayer. Apparently it is my definition of the prayer against God's. I suppose I will never win this argument... but it just reminds me of the vast canyon between my prayers and God's will.
It reminds me of all the failures in my life, the promises I failed to keep... the promises not kept to me.
Biggest of all, I have an ongoing argument with God. I have prayed every New Years Eve for one thing since I was 10. I disagree with God about the outcome of this prayer. Apparently it is my definition of the prayer against God's. I suppose I will never win this argument... but it just reminds me of the vast canyon between my prayers and God's will.
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