Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Where is my husband?

I was worried about him leaving... I told him that I didn't want him to go. The storm watch started at 4pm. It is now 5pm. We will get 1 - 2 FEET of snow in the next 24 hours...

Monday, January 02, 2006

I am not a big fan.

I am not a big fan of New Years. It's not the parties, games or anything like that...

It reminds me of all the failures in my life, the promises I failed to keep... the promises not kept to me.

Biggest of all, I have an ongoing argument with God. I have prayed every New Years Eve for one thing since I was 10. I disagree with God about the outcome of this prayer. Apparently it is my definition of the prayer against God's. I suppose I will never win this argument... but it just reminds me of the vast canyon between my prayers and God's will.