Monday, January 02, 2006

I am not a big fan.

I am not a big fan of New Years. It's not the parties, games or anything like that...

It reminds me of all the failures in my life, the promises I failed to keep... the promises not kept to me.

Biggest of all, I have an ongoing argument with God. I have prayed every New Years Eve for one thing since I was 10. I disagree with God about the outcome of this prayer. Apparently it is my definition of the prayer against God's. I suppose I will never win this argument... but it just reminds me of the vast canyon between my prayers and God's will.

1 comment:

Jason said...

Just posting to say "I love you, sweety."